June, 2006

I can't remember the exact date now, because it has been over two months since this dream. However, I do remember it. I dreamt that I was in a structure of some kind and there were three sets of very, very long stairs that I could see. I was standing on the landing at the top of these stairs with someone else, but I could not turn to look at the person.
I asked him/her why people were streaming up and down those metal staircases, as if mesmerized in lines. I was told that these people were dancing! Well, come on now. I knew that just wasn't right, but I dared not question further.
When I awoke, I had the distinct impression that I'd been on a space ship of some sort and these zombies going up and down the staircases were under some kind of unknown influence. I then thought nothing more of it, until I took my puppy out for her morning "nuptials" in the back yard. There I saw a distinct "V" burned into the grass and I have to tell you, it really shook me up for several days. Eventually, the surprise wore off and I filed it in the back of my mind.
I am the type of person who bruises very easily. All you have to do is grab me by the hand and if you miss and grab my wrist, I will bruise. Very often, I wake up in the morning with bruises that I did not have the night before and I've always wondered how this could happen. I also wake up often feeling like I've been jogging all night in my sleep. I am way more tired than I was when I went to bed and very sore. (I do have Fibromyalgia, but this is just food for thought.)

Last Night - Sept. 12, 2006

I am not the type of person to get carried away with things and in fact, am very low key. I say this because I don't want you to think that I either make things up or overstate the truth. I am also basically a skeptic when it comes to aliens and UFOs, as I've never actually seen them.
On this night when I got into bed, I was not thinking about them and in fact, was more concerned with matters of that day. All of a sudden, I heard a very strange noise in my ear, but I could not make out exactly what it was. Secretly, I was hoping it was my angels or guides that had come to visit, as I had been calling to them. However, this happened just one time and eventually, I fell asleep.
That night, I dreamt that I was in a bus station with my daughters. For some reason, I kept losing things, including my bus fare, my purse, etc. When the bus finally came, I was not ready, so I told my daughters to leave without me, that I would get the next bus.
As I waited, I noticed three men who were laughing and joking about something. There were very few other people about in the station. Then one of the men approached me and said, "Wanna f%@#?" I was stunned and replied, "Of course, not!"
He then grabbed me and tried to get fresh, but I struggled free. He walked away and I thought that was the end of it, so I thought there was no need to report this incident to anyone. However, he came back. This time, he threw me on the floor and as I fought him off, he was very physically abusive. Again, somehow, I managed to get away and went screaming down a hallway. Fortunately, a woman appeared from a doorway and took me into a room of safety.
I was quite hysterical at this point, as I told her what happened, but after a bit I calmed down and decided that it was not worth getting the police involved. Eventually, I left the station by a side door hoping to never see that man again. As I made my way across the lot, the man appeared behind me. I was terrified and at some point, passed out completely.
Now, this is where it gets very weird. I knew I was unconscious and I felt no pain. However, I sensed that I had been badly hurt. I felt motion, as if I was being lifted and then the feeling of being moved to another location. Though I was unconscious, I sensed that I had blood, cuts and bruises on me. I figured I must be going to hospital, but I could not open my eyes or speak.
During this time, I also felt that the man who attacked me had found me again and was going to hurt me further. I felt tremendous fear and screamed out hysterically every time. As I did this, I could feel my heart beat out of control almost to the point of frenzy. Every time this happened, I sensed that people were around me furiously working to save my life. Eventually, I sensed that there were guards in my room, as if they were there to protect me from any further harm and I calmed down.
At some point, I heard a male voice, but could not make out what he was saying. It's stange, but I could feel myself slowly coming out of this state. I thought perhaps I'd had an operation and was just coming out from under the affects of the anesthesia. As this was happening, I tried to touch things that seemed near to me, but there was no sense of feeling in my hands. I also felt my body veer over as if suspended and I kind of tested this out several times to see if I would actually fall down when I did it. Of course, I didn't, because I was still unconscious.
As I was coming out of it, I could also taste blood in my mouth and was given the impression that I'd had dental work. I sensed, however, that this just wasn't true. As I lingered in this twilight world not knowing what was happening to me, I thought at one point that I had woken up. I tried to walk, to speak, to touch things, but to no avail. Though I thought I'd woken up a couple of times and in fact, had not, eventually I did.
This dream was terrifying and I have to tell you that I'm still somewhat shaken over it. I feel, somehow, that I was duped into believing that I had been attacked or been to a dentist. I feel that perhaps, something very different was going on. What exactly that was, however, I do not know.